I feel like I will never be clean again.

I really really really need to locate another shower, I feel just disgusting. But I guess that I am better off than many of the people here. The idea that I could ever be found attractive by a man again is slipping farther and farther away from me. ;-). I am sure I will feel better once my whole body has been bathed at the same time!

Today was a good day. We FINALLY have the logistics process in place, and its running smoothly, I feel pretty accomplished given that when I walked in, there was a stack of about 500 "greenies" those are orders that at one time were on green sheets. Now they are all filed, I have worked out a process with the help of our supply and warehouse guys.

There is a new woman, Susan, also from California who started today. I am training for her to take over for me when I leave. I really like her and feel like she is organized and all will be well. While I am SOOOO excited to leave, I feel like when Thursday comes, its going to be really hard.

My email has been hit and miss, I am not sure why but I am receiving some of it, but not all, so if you sent me something, and I normally have replied to you, send it again! I am getting really home sick. I just miss my family (friends are lumped into that heading.)

Hope to hear from you! If you post a comment here, I get it on my Black Berry.

Miss you all so much....

Ash